Saturday, August 8, 2015

"You have given me everything I need."




Retirement isn't 'all about us'. In its essence it means we are of a certain age. Everyone around us has also reached a certain age. Friends are our reflection, children are our soul and parents our conscience. Frail, reflective on their accomplishments and worrisome of what they have not given and what they can still give, parents are the embodiment of love. They forever give.

My father is still alive at 89 and I wonder, if I will be so lucky to be present, what he would say on his deathbed. Would he feel he failed us in any way? Would he be proud of us? Would he rest that we are okay?

Death becomes personal and selfish. We feel a great loss, I imagine. We can never be truly prepared. But, honestly, we only think of ourselves. Our loss.

Perhaps this is why I was so touched by my cousin's simple remark. "Dad, you have given me everything I need." I had to turn away in fear tears would stream down my cheeks. I had no words. But isn't that the most cherished thing a child could say to a parent? A gift beyond measure. A gift that would allow them to pass feeling proud and fulfilled.




My family is a proud clan of fishermen. We enjoy line caught fish as often as beef or chicken. My uncle, Doc as everyone called him, was the master of all fishermen. It was befitting that after his funeral we enjoyed pan fried pickerel cheeks.

The legacy has been picked up by my cousin, his son, Cary. This recipe handed down by my uncle and tweaked by my cousin will be my 'go to' way to prepare walleye.

Pan Fried Walleye

walleye fillets
 butter
panko bread crumbs
flour
slightly beaten egg
milk
salt, pepper

Dredge fish fillets in flour seasoned with salt and pepper. Dip in beaten egg thinned with a bit of milk and dredge in panko bread crumbs. Pan fry in butter that has been heated to bubbling. Turn once and serve.

5 comments:

  1. Panko? That's just like that sissy brother of mine to use Panko. Nothing but real flour for my pickerel, I say.

    I've got a few of my own tweaks. For starters, I've found that mixing in a bit of dried basil with the seasoning mix works miracles with almost any sort of fish. Also, this recipe appears to have overlooked lemon juice. Dad would never have made pickerel without a bit of lemon juice.

    Finally, I think it needs to be underlined that when we Hewitts say "butter", we mean a lot of butter. You should almost be able to deep fry the fish in melted butter.

    Lyle Hewitt

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    1. Sounds like a challenge to a cook-off!

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  2. This one made me a little verklempt, I have to say. I have a father who's given me, as your cousin said, 'everything I need'. He doesn't know it though, and I know he worries that he can't possibly do enough.

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